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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Why in the world I choose IA over IO and GIP??? Guess I'll never know. IA is 22 weeks, IO is 10 weeks, GIP is one semester in another city like Shaghai, the one my schoolmate went? Now I'm suffering in some factory-like company in Sembawang Industrial Estate. The people there are alright except for one, whom I'm quite afraid of. But they are wierd cos they like to takeaway food back to office. Aren't they bored to be cooped in the office all day long? So I'd rather go down and eat alone even tho' it's filled with houseflies. Shit, how to survive till 17th June. And wearing formal wear, I stood out like an ostrich when I'm outside the office cos the place is full of foreign workers and contractors. I always feel that I'm being stared at by them, even the drivers driving their lorries and vans. Gosh, do they made me feel like an alien. Somemore, I think I'm the youngest in the entire estate at the 'grand old age' of 21. So when people see me, they kept giving me those funny looks, like what on earth am I doing in a place like this and wearing clothes like that. LOL, everyday I keep repeating "PASSION PASSION" in my mind to motivate myself just like the look of passion I see in the faces of those pro tennis players like Safin and Ferrero. And it's PASSION in Spanish accent. PAH- CCION!!! Well, I guess it works, cos everytime I'm irritated or fustrated, I will think "PAH-CCION PAH-CCION"!!! and I'll feel a lot better. AHH!! No time to buy chinese new year clothes. So far only managed to buy a top. Oh, forgot to mention that I even have to work on a saturday till 1pm. Oh, and one more thing, usually 2 students are attached to the same company. At 1st I was thinking not too bad, at least got someone for company. The first day of work, my supervisor told me that the guy student quitted school or something. I was like, OMG!!! Honestly, this kind of thing will only happen to me. So I think I'm the 1st person in school to be on attachment alone. Sigh, it's very lonesome. Even though I dont know who that guy is, at least we have some thing in common: We're both from NTU!!! And now, I'm all alone... sob sob...I'm most afraid of loneliness. Luckily CNY that week got one week off. The only thing I can look forward now is Backstreet Boys' concert next Tuesday. I once went all the way to London to watch them (not that I'm filthy rich, I won a contest). Since working (LOL, 2 days only), I dont have much time to play my computer game. I miss my Online husband, cos we're having a long distance " marraige" (LMAO). We have 13 hours difference (he's from USA) and he works night shift while I work normal shift. So basically we cant meet up online unless he stay up late in the morning...
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