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Sunday, March 26, 2006
OMG!!! Unbelievable man, Rossi fell at the first bend in the first race of Motogp 2006 which he had won every 1st race consecutively for past 5 years. Finally I have something to look forward to in my life and...sigh...even my idol is having such a bad time, lest me. Well, hopefully he can make a comeback in 2 weeks' time. Everyone is out to end his reign and supremacy especially with all the new rookies like Pedrosa. Yucks man. Not yucking the person but yucking at the thought that someone else other than Rossi is sitting at his throne. HIS throne!!! Not any others.
Update on work issues. On Monday, my poly friend also got complained. But at least she didn't recieve any warning letter. So now I am like 100% sure who made the complaint against me. Fuck the person to hell. I mean comeon man, get the fuck off my life, you bloody fat pig. I'm usually a mellow person. But this time round I'm so pissed that I'm swearing everday at this person in my mind. 12 more weeks before hell-like life ends. So pissed and stressed my facial skin problems have worsen this past week. I want my clear skin back... can cry man...I think it makes the bitch happy to see me turning uglier as time goes by because she's not just ugly on the outside, but inside too. Ugly fat pig!!! I was so mad on Tuesday that I skipped my lunch for the first time in my life. I can't survive without food cos I love eating so much. This goes to show the rage I was feeling at that time. Something happened on Tuesday again when we had already went through the issue on last Friday. OMFG, can they stop backstabbing me??!!!! Guess my luck is so low at the moment because people kept talking bad stuffs behind my back.
I really thought my mood will improve if Rossi can win today. Well, guess not. He can make my day everytime he wins cos I just love the way he celebrates after every hard- earned win. But today he was so angry at Elias. Who wouldn't be? He caused Rossi to slide off and he almost died. In slow motion, I saw a wheel just 1 inch past Rossi head when he fell. His head could have snapped into two. What a close shave. Think my world would crumple if something were to happen to him cos... AS IF my life isn't bad enough now! I'm amazed that he can still complete the race with a missing footpeg and damaged front and rear brake levers (even though he came in one minute behind the winner). Remarkable sportsmanship. If it were me, I dont think I have the heart to continue a race when I already know that it is over even before it starts. Well, this is one point I can learn from Rossi. Never give up even though you know it is hopeless already. Must show determination and pull through even if you are down and out. If you feel like your life is bad, someone else's is worser than yours. ENDURE!!! 3 of my friends told me to do that already. Well. I will try but I know it's hard when people are plotting to sabotage me and make me lose my cool. I show my emotions too clearly and I guess people use that as their advantage to get to me. So I'll try to be cold-blooded and emotionless from now on in workplace. TRY only, if I really cant, I 'll just quit. In about 8 hrs time, I'll be back at workplace....sigh, why does my weekends always seemed to end so fast and my weekdays seemed to drag on forever??? I almost took mc on fri cos I was feeling giddy after work on thurs. Maybe I'll take mc next week. Not faking sickness, but to be honest, I feel sick everday at work. I think I am just sick emotionally, but still...it's sick right, so it's ok to take mc.
Preparing to watch Real Madrid soon.
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